Don't doing this to me

Cieeeeee main follow2an sama cewe cieeeeee abis itu mention2an cieeeeee abis itu tukeran nomer cieeeeee abis itu smsan cieeeeee abis itu jadian hahaha. Bgst! i know it's not my business anymore but you know me, you really know what i feel right now. Please dont doing it to me, gue belum bisa liat lo kayak gitu sama cewe lain. Gue masih ngecekin timeline lo setiap saat bahkan saat gue tdr gue masih nyempetin bangun cuma buat liat timeline lo. Plis kalo mau pacaran, mau modusin cewe mau deket sama cewe lain di facebook atau social network lain aja gih asal jangan di twitter bisa? jangan sekarang kayak gininya bisa? gausah bikin gue lebih down lagi bisa? astaga Tuhan, tolong jangan kasih cobaan yg kaya gini dulu kenapa. I hate this feeling, i hate this situation! i wanna move i wanna be myself again. I'm tired of being patient. Sekarang kalo kaya gini yang bisa disalahin siapa? kesanya dia nyakitin gue padahal dia gak ngelakuin apa-apa. Dia cuma ngelakuin yg seharusnya jadi hak dia dan gaada hubunganya sama gue tp kenapa sakit ya ya allah liatnya. Harus sampe kapan ngeyakinin diri sendiri kalo "Yes i can, i just have to wait" or bla bla bla tapi gaada hasilnya? Oh God, please hugs me for a while i'm tired of everything. Sincerely a girl who can be moved. Hemm maybe not yet:"

"we are different now!""oh, who's different? you or me? am i no longer means in your heart now?" "yes!"